خورشيد عصبانيه. عصبانی عصبانی. دلش می خواد در اتاقش رو بکوبه بهم. صدای موسيقی عر عريشو بلند کنه. يه سيگار روشن کنه . به "ميم" فحش بده. تو وبلاگش فحش بده. به زمين و زمان فحش بده. اما مثل يه بچه خوب شامش رو تا آخر می خوره که بهش گير ندن. پا می شه. مياد تو اتاقش. در رو آروم می بنده. هدفون رو ميذاره رو گوشش. آلبوم Beyond The Veil گروه Tristania رو ميذاره. مثل بچه های مودب دو خط توی نت پد می نويسه و save می کنه که بعدا لينکاش رو هم درست کنه. بعد چشماشو می بنده. يه تيکه يخ می ذاره رو سرش که داره از درد می ترکه. سعی می کنه با موسيقی حال کنه. اما انگار فايده نداره. ميره نوار The Doors اش رو پيدا می کنه. ميذاره سر آهنگ This is the end . چشماشو دوباره می بنده، يخ رو ميذاره رو سرش و به اين فکر می کنه که جيم موريسون چه حسی داشته يا چی تو کله اش بوده وقتی می خونده:
Father, I want to kill you
...Mother, I want to
اين متن کامل "The End" است که توی کنسرتش می خونه (تو نوار خيلی قسمتهاش سانسور شده):
This is the end,
Beautiful friend.
This is the end,
My only friend, the end,
Of our elaborate plans, the end,
Of everything that stands, the end,
No safety or surprise, the end.
I'll never look into your eyes again
Can you picture what will be,
So limitless and free.
Desperately in need
Of some stranger's hand.
In a desperate land.
Lost in a Roman wilderness of pain,
And all the children are insane.
All the children are insane.
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah.
There's danger on the edge of town.
Ride the King's highway, baby.
Weird scenes inside the gold mine.
Ride the highway west, baby.
Ride the snake,
Ride the snake.
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby.
The snake is long, seven miles.
Ride the snake.
He's old and his skin is cold.
The west is the best.
The west is the best.
Get here and we'll do the rest.
The blue bus is callin' us.
The blue bus is callin' us.
Driver, where you takin' us.
The killer awoke before dawn.
He put his boots on.
He took a face from the ancient gallery,
And he walked on down the hall.
He went into the room where his sister lived, And then he,
Paid a visit to his brother, And then he,
He walked on down the hall, yeah.
And he came to a door,
And he looked inside.
Father,
Yes son,
I want to kill you.
Mother, I want to -
Whoa, all night baby.
Come on, girl.
Come on baby, take a chance with us.
Come on baby, take a chance with us.
Come on baby, take a chance with us.
And meet me at the back of the blue bus.
Doin' a blue rock,
On a blue bus.
Doin' a blue rock.
Come on, yeah.
Fuck, fuck, yeah.
Fuck, fuck, fuck,
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, yeah.
Come on, baby.
Come on, baby.
Fuck me, baby.
Fuck, yeah.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, yeah!
Fuck, yeah.
Come on, baby.
Fuck me, baby.
Fuck, fuck, whoa, whoa, whoa!
Yeah, fuck.
Yeah do it, yeah.
Come on.
Uh. Uh. Uh. Uh, yeah.
All right.
Kill, kill, kill, kill.
Kill, kill, kill.
This is the end,
Beautiful friend.
This is the end,
My only friend, the end.
It hurts to set you free,
But you'll never follow me.
The end of laughter and soft lies.
The end of nights we tried to die.
This is the end.
